No Trivia Presents iPOD Week, Part Two: Monique’s Playlist With Potential.
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For iPOD week, I agreed to “de-lurk” and take on some writing because I am a fellow Ipod owner. I have a veteran scroll wheel model from 2004. Ultimately, I’m not really sure what I think about the iPOD as a product. It seems like I’ve always had a way to make my music portable. My mom bought me my first portable tape player for Christmas when I was about 4. I can only recall two tapes that I listened to on the regular: Michael Jackson’s ‘Thriller’ and the Oliver and Company soundtrack, specifically ‘Why Should I Worry?’ by Billy Joel (probably a thousand times). I’d say both of those things are still true to my taste…and looking back at my mom’s tape collection, other aspects of my taste are vaguely illuminated. Tapes like: Billy Ocean ‘Tear Down These Walls’, Bell Biv DeVoe ‘Poison’, Freddie Jackson ‘Just Like The First Time’, U2 ‘Joshua Tree’, Anita Baker ‘Giving You the Best That I Got’, Nelson ‘After the Rain’, Bobby Brown ‘Don’t Be Cruel’…these are among the many…you get the idea. I don’t know how many of these tapes actually were my dad’s (who was out of the picture pretty early on) but I vividly remember sitting on the floor while he was listening to records and on other occasions, watching him play the bongos in one of his many “jam” sessions with his two younger brothers.
Anyhow, I eventually ported my music around with a portable CD player (very inefficient battery usage) and then a mini-disc player (very efficient battery usage). So, in ’04…the Ipod was the logical progression of portability. Honestly, I don’t actually use it that much…but find it is really worth the money in combination with Bose noise-canceling headphones the night before a test or during plane rides. Most students on my college campus walk/run/bike with the ear bud headphones but I find that whenever I try to walk to class or just walk around with my headphones (not ear buds because they are horrible), I am always compulsively changing the track. So- to remedy this- I load mix CDs from friends or organize playlists of my own.
I consider these playlists that usually become mix CDs to be pretty personal. But it’s Ipod week…which means its mp3 (or AAC for all of you that haven’t learned how to change that) week…which is inherently connected with SHARING. The making of a true mix is an ‘art’. I completely agree with Jim Breihan when he says: “With my mixes I like to tell a story or at least make a point. I also don’t see the point of making a mix if it’s not going to have a diverse mix of music on it.”
Last summer, my friend asked me to make her a mix CD. She has since gone to France for the year and I haven’t had a chance to physically give it to her. So, it just exists as a playlist on my iTunes. With the CD, I was trying to explain rap music, why I like it, and how even though it is, now, a “mainstream” form of music, it is just as abstract (sometimes this translates to “cool”) as other less known forms of music. I had a bit of a “reality moment” last summer about my friends and I.. I was with four of my best female friends and not one of them (including the one who is African-American, like really, she was born here, her parents are from Nigeria) knew who Rick Ross was. It was in that moment that I realized just how much explaining I had to do…and not just about Rick Ross… but about rap. But there were questions too…what makes me different from these four broads that I consider my closest friends? Is it possible to be friends with someone who doesn’t understand rap?
We went to the same high school that was over 50 percent non-white…we attended the same school dances that played nothing BUT rap. In a hopeful rush of a moment, I impulsively (like most things in my life, including the writing of this entry) decided that I was going to try to explain rap, as I know it, to my friend.
‘untitled playlist’
1. Consequence ft. Kanye West, Common, Talib Kweli- ‘Wack Niggas’ (from ‘Take Em’ To The Cleaners Mixtape’)
The primary motivation for this, being the first track, was to ease my friend into this. I think it’s a track that’s really easy to like and goes with the way my friends view me. She would expect a song like this from me. Since high school, I have always been viewed as an “asshole”, so much so, that the friend in that this mix is for used to not talk to me. I think she understands this more now and I am a lot less angry and a little happier than I was in high school so it works out.
This track is legitimately hilarious. The mention of a Chrysler Sebring is so great. It’s also one of those jokes that you have to be on the level of the person saying it to get it. And that is sort of what I am proposing, as well, by using this as the first track. Sort of a message to Christine…saying that we could be on the same page and she could understand my Rick Ross jokes if she wanted to…
Side note: I like how Talib tends to be a better rapper when he doesn’t have creative control of the song. Annoying.
2. Fennesz- ‘Herbert Missing’ (from ‘Hotel Parallel’)
This is a really short, almost interlude-like song. As for the storyline of this mix, it is supposed to set the tone for the next song by representing the way one feels after saying something shitty about another person. It’s ALWAYS more complicated than criticisms.
In my post high school world, I have a heightened consciousness of how I impact those around me. Admittedly, I feel pretty horrible after I (again usually impulsively) say something mean. Like the one time, I yelled out the window to an asshole driver in a mini-cooper something about how he was Asian….Although laughing at the memory, I am completely aware of why that is a bad look. Even if the guy really wasn’t pulling up for someone to make a turn and holding up 6 cars worth of traffic…
3. The Dramatics- ‘Hey You! Get Off My Mountain’ (from ‘The Best of the Dramatics’)
I thought it was pretty important to make the connection between soul music and rap music in addition to the connection that I am inadvertently (at least initially) making with electronic music. Giving Christine the benefit of the doubt, I decided against including any more soul songs…assuming, she would get it.
The production in this song is by far what makes it what it is. It truly does sound magical. And again, in relation to the story line, its sort of supposed to be the “shook” feeling that I get post-being a jerk….and empathizing with the person that I potentially just made feel like shit.
4. Tim Hecker- ‘Neither More Nor Less’ (from ‘Mirages’)
I wasn’t aware that this was one of dead friend’s favorite songs because we never talked about this CD together but this song now, subjectively, has more meaning than it did when I first put it on this mix.
5. Masami Akita & Russell Haswell- ‘Fend Off Your Miserable Grief’ (from ‘Satanstornade’)
Tracks four and five were originally supposed to (I don’t think she (Christine) would have caught on to this without explanation) sort of illustrate/earn the idea that the person saying the shitty thing can feel equally as shitty as the person receiving the comment about making the comment. This seems like nothing, at first, or unskilled but the more you listen to it the less you are concerned with understanding it. And that is the same chain of understanding that sort of makes me feel like shit after I say something crappy. I try really hard at first to try to figure out things like: “why did I say that?”, “how does that person feel now?” etc. Then, it’s just a weird confused feeling because saying mean shit is supposed to make you feel better (or it did in middle school).
6. Brian Eno – ‘Here Come the Warm Jets’ (from ‘Here Come The Warm Jets’)
Sort of the beginning of going full circle with the idea…in that, ultimately, it doesn’t really matter about being a jerk. Primarily, this song was chosen because it’s certainly a sort of epic song that has to be earned on a mix CD and Christine has never heard it. It’s definitely, in my opinion, one of the best songs ever made.
7. Three 6 Mafia- ‘Niggaz Ain’t Barin’ That’ (from ‘Triple-Six Underground Vol. 1)
I absolutely love this song and it is over six minutes long. About three weeks ago, I was listening to this song particularly loud in my dorm room and my roommate came back. She was very confused. But she has probably caught on more over these two semesters than I think Christine ever will even after hearing this mix CD. Recently, my roommate has been into James Blunt and Baby Boy Da Prince. Although, my roommate calls rap music “ghetto music” and that is not a good look. But I don’t really know how to explain that to her…other than to say what she says all the time: “erroneous”…and hope she doesn’t say it to the wrong person.
8. Consequence ft. Rhyme Fest- ‘Yard 2 Yard’ (from ‘ Take Em’ To The Cleaners Mixtape’)
These last two songs are what I am considering the meat and potatoes of this mix. I am trying to give Christine, after getting through 6 minutes of just noise and 6 minutes of “niggaz ain’t barin that”, what I think she really wants. The song is about connection even if you’re in different areas, still being close without being close in location. Therefore, the song was fitting at the time because she was leaving for France in a couple weeks and I wanted to encourage, in a friendly way, that its great that she was doing her own thing (some of my other friends were a little disappointed that she was leaving for a whole year). “I’ll put an AK to work for a friend of me” – as a representation of my dedication to our friendship on some hilarious level that would probably end up offending her rather than communicating this message. I think its really awful when friends are sad or annoyed because you are leaving. I think it’s really important, in regard to relationships in general, for people to continue to experience different things. It keeps the conversations interesting and forces people to, at least slightly, evolve their sensibilities. Allowing people to do their own thing is certainly much more affecting than a mix CD.
9. Cam’ron ft. Juelz Santana- ‘Hey Ma’ (from ‘Come Home With Me’)
Ultimately, I think/thought this is what Christine wants. Poppy song…sort of has the exact feeling of “hanging out”…sort of an “anything can happen” feeling. But, in retrospect, I think Christine would have thought something like Atmosphere, Murs, RJd2, or Sage Francis..and maybe she would have gotten that if this mix was coming from Monique, junior year of high school…but I couldn’t afford to compromise my taste that much for the sake of a learning curve.
Maybe I wouldn’t have ever taken the time to truly explain this to her the way I have here…but that’s sort of why all this is stupid. I don’t think I can really make someone understand why rap music is good…its just sort of something one has to “know”. And, I know for a fact that Chrisine’s parents didn’t listen to the same music that mine did. Her dad is a college professor and local folk musician who specializes in the harp…my dad is sort of a dead-beat that grew up in Gary, Indiana and now is a free-lance artist in the Ft. Myers area of Florida. These things make for two different types of people and I think it’s important (now, I’ve got it) that you understand that sometimes people just aren’t going to understand things the way that you do (or understand you or your actions).
So, I don’t think that I was successful in what I was trying to “teach”. Not only because we are two people with different sensibilities but because I really don’t know if my friend will ever even hear this CD and I’m sure that if I did give it to her when I said I was going to, it would have ended up as just a bunch of random songs on her computer that might come up in a iPOD party shuffle…and that is sort of where the Ipod brings us today…which is, I spend all this time planning this (what I perceive as) involved explanation of rap music…and it ends up on a level playing field with stuff like Joanna Newsom, Devendra Banhart and even, a Django Reinhardt CD I let her borrow to put on her computer.